zzzzzz June 8, 2009

Jeez im sleepy, hungry and i need a shower. Its 5:28am, i have to be in college in about and hour but im prolly gonna go there a tad bit earlier to finish up my fucking assignment, which is probably my fault for leaving it till now to do. I need to learn how to stop procrastinating and time manage. I went to Tesco, Giant and Court ’something’ to look for a desk so i can do my work instead of having to do it on the floor, no luck instead i bought bras and some girl things. Whooopee.

Im off to the showers.

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I may need help June 7, 2009

Im so tired, seriously i am, but i cant sleep nor do i have the motivation to do assignments. I don’t know what i need or what i want. I have a shitloads of assignments yet it is left undone.  Anyways i went to College today to supposedly do assignments but i ended up going to play pool with Filz, Poorna and Rehan then later shisha and eat. Came home around 11 and here i am, its 2:11am and im wide awake yet tired. I might go try and sleep later. As a matter of fact i shall do it now.

So cold, so very cold June 2, 2009

Its 6:27am, god bless school holiday for government schools, or i would be rushing right now, actually i lied, eventhough its late i shall be waltzing to the bathroom like i have all the time in the world, get stuck in traffic and curse like a fat kid who didnt get his daily chocolates.  Im sleepy, and have the biggest temptation to go back to sleep, but if i give in to temptation i might oversleep, miss milo ais session, go there late, get locked out of class , miss out and what im suppose to know and worse of all, NOT GET A PARKING PLACE. yes i considered not being able to get a damn parking spot much more important then arriving late or early to class. I cant stand the fact my baby is forced to wait outside, in the cold dark world, when she could be safe and sound inside the four walls of the University.  I think i shall go waste more time before i actually ‘get ready’.

Ta.

dick-tionary May 24, 2009

bitch : A woman that doesn’t give a flying fuck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men

I found the perfect definition of a bitch that probably best describes me. 
Credits to urbandictionary.com

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stabby rip stab stab May 12, 2009

I feel obligated to do my cult duties as an owner, im thinking about taking a break from vf. i love all of them dearly i just have no time to do banners and such, but i will do them anyways because its the right thing to do.  Apart from that i have finished my logo design, i woudlnt say im 100% satisfied but i am sort-of happy with it, my color wheel is still incomplete and my colors describing emotions has not even been started. I seriously need to complete all my drawing studies assignments, i dont plan on retaking the subject although my lecturer is quite friendly, not the typical up your ass people.

Oh and a quick update on the trip to melecca, its was definetly fun but hot as fuck and tiring as hell. I visited places i never though on visiting and dont plan on visiting them again.

Im so frustrated at my friends boyfriend, i hate the way he treats her, like the typical chauvinist bastard who thinks hes alright right and expects her to apologise all the fucking time or hes going to whine and sulk like a 2year old. I can honestly say she deserve so much more then the shit you are giving her now and im fucking sure that there are other guys out there who can give it to her.  I know its non of my business but imagine yourself in my place, having to see your friend who puts a smile on her face and jokes around eventhough shes hurting inside because of a jerk who doesn’t appreciate her the  way  a ‘proper’ boyfriend should. You give all the good males out there a bad name. Eventhough she loves you and respects you, i sure as hell don’t have to. So here i am, bitching like a bitch because i can’t do shit about it.   I hope she can open her eyes and see what a digusting piece of road kill you really are and that she deserves so much better. I don’t see how you can neglect her but when she neglects you because its obvious she has a life, a life which consist of college, assignments friend etc you make her feel like she failed as a girlfriend because she what? talks to her other friends on msn while talking you, i mean come on , grow the fuck up. You don’t expect her to drop whatever she is doing  , sit infront of the bloody screen , just so she can talk to you, do you? of course you do,

reason: you are a low life, controlling , emotionally abusive, son of a dick who deserves to have his balls roasted under a naked flame..

*sigh*

Bitching has made me hungry.

There she goes again May 9, 2009

Ok so i was just ‘passing’ through someones blog, her blog never fails to amuse me . and i realised this bitch, who i love dearly, was making me super famous on her blog, i got two entries made, more of one and a half, she dedicated a post to me, isnt she a doll? that person is no other then :

ESTHER NG

(yeah la, call me vain )

Would you like to see her interesting blog, which is so fucking colorful like seriously its like someone vomited out a rainbow lol. If you look to your right hand corner of the screen you would see a box full of links, Find the name ESTHER, it should be the very first link .

But its not bad , you should deffo check it out , she tends to ramble on about a certain topic but hey thats esther, the girl who called her boyfriend a pundek.  So a little description about this ‘Esthurrr’ shes a freakin klutz, she hurt herself at church camp, but shes telling everyone otherwise (i wonder why). I love you Esther you little pundek of a bitch

one more thing:

in your face woman !

<3

if Hanis was here she would probably say :bahahahahahahhahah………… shisha, shuddup esther !

Going Back May 6, 2009

It sucks how time changes people. I miss how we used to have the most random’est conversation at any time. We can go on and talk for hours about whatever pops into our head. Laughing for hours about the silliest thing you can imagine. I wish we can go back to that. I hate to admit but i feel like i’ve lost my bestfriend already. Now i just feel like we’re just friends, acquaintances , someone who you occasionally say hi to, have a few words of convo and thats where it dies. I would like to pretend that everything is alright but theres just something thats keeping us from going back to how it used to be.  I feel like i dont know you anymore,  i used to know almost everything thats going on in your life, now  i feel like i haven’t spoken to you in ages eventhough we just spoke 5 mins ago. I don’t know who im talking to, i feel like im just conversing with someone who i just met recently. I don’t mean drop whatever you are doing so you can talk to me but do know that i am trying here and i hate to try knowing the other person isn’t trying. Take back your aplogies, i don’t need them. What i need is my bestfriend.

Where are you?

Your job’s a joke and you’re broke May 5, 2009

I’ve been using my webcam alot lately, ok sue me for over webcame usage but c’mon when Hanis is around how can you not take pictures, I met a cool dude today, AUNG , who is leaving on saturday, talk about bad timing huh, Let the pictures do all the talking shall we?

AUNG.HANIS.GRACE

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