bitch : A woman that doesn’t give a flying fuck anymore and that can and will be cruel to men
I found the perfect definition of a bitch that probably best describes me. 
Credits to urbandictionary.com
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dick-tionary May 24, 2009
stabby rip stab stab May 12, 2009
I feel obligated to do my cult duties as an owner, im thinking about taking a break from vf. i love all of them dearly i just have no time to do banners and such, but i will do them anyways because its the right thing to do. Apart from that i have finished my logo design, i woudlnt say im 100% satisfied but i am sort-of happy with it, my color wheel is still incomplete and my colors describing emotions has not even been started. I seriously need to complete all my drawing studies assignments, i dont plan on retaking the subject although my lecturer is quite friendly, not the typical up your ass people.
Oh and a quick update on the trip to melecca, its was definetly fun but hot as fuck and tiring as hell. I visited places i never though on visiting and dont plan on visiting them again.
Im so frustrated at my friends boyfriend, i hate the way he treats her, like the typical chauvinist bastard who thinks hes alright right and expects her to apologise all the fucking time or hes going to whine and sulk like a 2year old. I can honestly say she deserve so much more then the shit you are giving her now and im fucking sure that there are other guys out there who can give it to her. I know its non of my business but imagine yourself in my place, having to see your friend who puts a smile on her face and jokes around eventhough shes hurting inside because of a jerk who doesn’t appreciate her the way a ‘proper’ boyfriend should. You give all the good males out there a bad name. Eventhough she loves you and respects you, i sure as hell don’t have to. So here i am, bitching like a bitch because i can’t do shit about it. I hope she can open her eyes and see what a digusting piece of road kill you really are and that she deserves so much better. I don’t see how you can neglect her but when she neglects you because its obvious she has a life, a life which consist of college, assignments friend etc you make her feel like she failed as a girlfriend because she what? talks to her other friends on msn while talking you, i mean come on , grow the fuck up. You don’t expect her to drop whatever she is doing , sit infront of the bloody screen , just so she can talk to you, do you? of course you do,
reason: you are a low life, controlling , emotionally abusive, son of a dick who deserves to have his balls roasted under a naked flame..
*sigh*
Bitching has made me hungry.
There she goes again May 9, 2009
Ok so i was just ‘passing’ through someones blog, her blog never fails to amuse me . and i realised this bitch, who i love dearly, was making me super famous on her blog, i got two entries made, more of one and a half, she dedicated a post to me, isnt she a doll? that person is no other then :
ESTHER NG
(yeah la, call me vain )
Would you like to see her interesting blog, which is so fucking colorful like seriously its like someone vomited out a rainbow lol. If you look to your right hand corner of the screen you would see a box full of links, Find the name ESTHER, it should be the very first link .
But its not bad , you should deffo check it out , she tends to ramble on about a certain topic but hey thats esther, the girl who called her boyfriend a pundek. So a little description about this ‘Esthurrr’ shes a freakin klutz, she hurt herself at church camp, but shes telling everyone otherwise (i wonder why). I love you Esther you little pundek of a bitch
one more thing:
in your face woman !
<3
if Hanis was here she would probably say :bahahahahahahhahah………… shisha, shuddup esther !
Going Back May 6, 2009
It sucks how time changes people. I miss how we used to have the most random’est conversation at any time. We can go on and talk for hours about whatever pops into our head. Laughing for hours about the silliest thing you can imagine. I wish we can go back to that. I hate to admit but i feel like i’ve lost my bestfriend already. Now i just feel like we’re just friends, acquaintances , someone who you occasionally say hi to, have a few words of convo and thats where it dies. I would like to pretend that everything is alright but theres just something thats keeping us from going back to how it used to be. I feel like i dont know you anymore, i used to know almost everything thats going on in your life, now i feel like i haven’t spoken to you in ages eventhough we just spoke 5 mins ago. I don’t know who im talking to, i feel like im just conversing with someone who i just met recently. I don’t mean drop whatever you are doing so you can talk to me but do know that i am trying here and i hate to try knowing the other person isn’t trying. Take back your aplogies, i don’t need them. What i need is my bestfriend.
Where are you?
Your job’s a joke and you’re broke May 5, 2009
I’ve been using my webcam alot lately, ok sue me for over webcame usage but c’mon when Hanis is around how can you not take pictures, I met a cool dude today, AUNG , who is leaving on saturday, talk about bad timing huh, Let the pictures do all the talking shall we?
AUNG.HANIS.GRACE
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Im not done May 4, 2009
I need to sleep again, refill my energy tank. Since yesterday i used it all up doing that stupid assignment, you should have seen Esther work, it was god damn amazing, im suprise she has the patients for it, i would have cracked ages ago. I think im going to go have a nice long sleep. I no longer have energy for the things i used to love.
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Count Time Part 3 May 4, 2009
AND SHE IS DONE : FINALLY 5:31AM
FUCK, I HAVE TO BE AWAKE IN HALF AN HOUR, NO POINT SLEEPING, MIGHT AS WELL GET READY FOR CLASS. ITS SO COLD, I SERIOUSLY NEED COFFEE WHEN I GET TO COLLEGE, AL DITCHED ME AT MILO AIS SESSION, HOW MEAN 
I WILL BE MILO AIS DEPRIVED TODAY. SUCKS TO BE ME.
P.S ESTHER IS PROBABLY STILL DOING HER ASSIGNMENTS,
HARHARHAR
LOVE YOU 
PUNDEK ESTHER
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Counting Time Part 2 May 4, 2009
NOTE TO SELF: 4.09AM ASSIGNMENTS STILL NOT DONE
OK ONE LEFT TO GO AND GRACE CAN SLEEP, I PROBABLY WONT SLEEP TODAY OR PROBABLY HAVE LIKE 5 MINS OF SLEEP TILL I HAVE TO GET UP, OR I WOULD OVER SLEEP AND QUEENY WOULD CALL MY PHONE LIKE A HUNDRED TIMES BEFORE SHE GIVES UP AND LEAVES ME. THERE ARE SO MANY MOSQITOES IN MY ROOM, STUPID ANNOYING FLYING THINGIES.
DIE
IM LISTENING TO GRACE KELLY – MIKA
“THE LAST TIME WE TALKED MR.SMITH YOU REDUCED ME TO TEARS”
“AM I TOO DIRTY , AM I TOO FLIRTY TO DO WHAT YOU LIKE”
P.S ! ESTHER IS STILL UP AND DOING HER ASSIGNMENTS
HARHARHARHARHAR
(IM SO MEAN)
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