My sister is the only person who can make my blood boil .
Way to ruin my morning bitch.
Hate February 23, 2009
I hate my name . I hate insects . I hate boys . I hate stupid ex boyfriends . I hate cheating husbands . I hate cheating wives. I hate being broke . I hate traffic jams . I hate being hungry . I hate losing someone i love . I hate petty fights . I hate family problems . I hate malaysia . I hate not being able to look forward to anything . I hate that im no longer close to my friends . I hate blisters . I hate being bored . I hate having high expectations . I hate not being able to express myself enough . I hate crying . I hate weakness . I hate financial difficulties . I hate being yelled at for no fucking apparent reason. I hate overly happy people . I hate waking up every morning and feel fucking useless . I hate bruises . I hate not knowing things . I hate having to be a bitch to people . I hate having to hate . I hate China . I hate not having any alcohol . I hate pretending to be happy . I hate smiling when i dont mean it. I hate failing in life . I hate being depressed . I hate my little sister attitude . I hate the way i look . I hate controlling my anger . I hate my dad hating my cat . I hate my mom hating my cat . I hate feeling like an outkast . I hate the word emo . I hate family conflicts . I hate keeping things in. I hate not being able to fully trust anyone . I hate having to be a bitch to people because i dont want to get hurt . I hate caring . I hate not knowing why im depressed . I hate being paranoid . I hate being needy . I hate chapped lips . I hate the KTM . I hate lala’s . I hate people. I hate being lazy . I hate watching dad struggle.
JustPerfect.
hateloveit February 23, 2009
im literally sick and tired of getting wasted not only do i act like a total fucking annoying douchebag , i make a damn fool of myself but i cant help it, i admit it i like to drink , only because when im in between getting pissed drunk and slightly tipsy i find my happy place, at that moment nothing fucking matters. but for the price of going to my happy place i not only act like an annoying pissed drunkie i get bruises from falling on things or off things. so why do i still go clubbing? i have no idea. i can never stay happy for long, im never satisfied enough and i never look on the bright side, in grace-land there is no bright side.
not only am i feeling like shit and Sam is leaving ,my dad wants to give away my pet cat, thats like the cherry on top of an ice cream sundae of a shitass moment. i’ve come to a conclusion, im a horrible bitter person. i hate almost 94% of everything . im having an aura of hate.
wonderful
Waiting February 19, 2009
My internet speed is so slow i want to kicks its E-balls , anyways currently waiting downloading season 2 of grey’s anatomy, cant wait for the next episode of ugly betty and desperate housewive to come out. Oh gurrrreat ! dads home, to yell at me again for no apparent reason, whoooopee -.-
xx
Happy Yesterdays Valentines Day February 15, 2009
So instead of the usual movies,dinner and after dinner sex , for valentines day a bunch of us decide to head up to genting, original plan was to go clubbing but due to the lack of clubbers we decided not to , second plan was to go to a funfair, but in the end decided to just head up to genting and kill time, the guys wanted to go to the arcade , when we got there we had something to eat and headed back to the arcade and realised its already closed, so we went outside , chilled and later had a drink at starbucks and headed back down at around 3 in the morning, stop by the ’spot’ to have a ciggie break and take some pictures. Fun in a shorrt amount of time, next morning we headed to the CC in sunway to drop becca and sean off and also for some left4dead . Head back home and forced chern to go to leisure mall to buy some some flowers for Sam , arent i just amazing? couldnt stay to watch it happen but i could already imagine what happened next 
Overall, i enjoyed this years valentines day .
Im back… sorta February 10, 2009
I havent been updating only because im seriously too damn lazy to update. Been slightly busy hanging out with Sam before she leaves to kaola-a-gogo-land. (australia) , why didnt i just say australia in the first place? i dunno, i was just thinking about that book written by Georgia something .
So before miss samantha leaves we are going to party non stop, then im prolly going to retire, since clubbing is no fun without her 
Seriously everytime i go clubbing with that girl something entertaining happens. Good thing about hanging out with Sam, is that shes got some nice friends, like Sean , Jason , YangSik, Misha, Misha’s boy … kay so thats all i can remember XD
Anyhoo beech Jason left last monday , ass , then Sam is gonna leave , bitchhhh then YangSik then chern then god knows who else. But its cool atleast they are visiting, so when they do visit we are gonna party again . Its a must even if i have to drag their asses out . >=(
Im tired now, i got a cold and i have to work tmr with my dad -.- but im getting paid and im kinda broke now so thats good cept im so fucking lazy. ahah
bye.
