Guess What?? July 30, 2008

Happy 17th  Birthday Elizabeth <3

This here is my fit chinese friend from the hood. One of my bestest friends ever. Shes definetly someone who you can be yourself with. Fun , hilarious and on top of that shes a bitch .
I can honestly say that shes a keeper. Happy 17th birthday dear, hope you enjoyed today, sorry we didnt get a chance to take pictures but promise we will. I’ve known her for about 2 years and it those 2 years we manage to build a strong friendship. Im glad to have known you bitch

Love you Eliz !

<3

This ma shitzz July 27, 2008

So i havent updated in ages and this post will not contain any pictures, havent taken them in ages. Anyways a bunch of us ( Me.Clarissa.Alena.Maegan.Johan.Vinod.Kristian.Marcus) went to Ruums last wednesday and it was fuckin awesome, i danced so hard i was sore the next day. Anyways i didnt bring my camera that day but im  damn glad i didnt. Will tell why in a minute. Anyways mum dropped me off at clarissa’s place and her driver dropped us off at klcc. Waited for Johan to get his butt here . Then we took a cab to go meet the rest at damai for shisha, unfortunately when i got there the shisha died so blah. We walked to some mamak store for some food and went to brewball for  foos and pool. I officially fail at both pool and foos, not ma thing i guess. and plus foos is just so grotesque.  Rows of men impaled with a metal steel forced to play foos for their lives. i just realised it after watching friends. Still marcus rules in foos, that rhymes . Anyways we decided to hit the club early , why ? i dont know. Anyways we girls got in free, because of ladies night, woot ! There was a dance competition and pretty much it was like watching live porn. Seriously . Lots of dry humping, but im sure the guys were enjoying it , i for once was making this face  :S  . Anyways vinod told me the next day that i got robbed, and you should have seen my face i was literally pale, thinking omfg my ic, drivers license, i didnt think about the money at all. So i checked my bag it was still there, everything cept the money but whatever, just glad i got my wallet, anyways he told me the dude gave it back because they were from the same area and he didnt want trouble blah blah , and the weird thing is i said hi to the dude thinking it was Vinods friend, i swear im just glad that Vinod didn’t tell me that night what happen or i would have fucking punch that guys face to a pulp. But all is well i suppose, taught me a lesson that somebody should fucking watch the bags !  Well anyways we danced and danced till the club closed down and we all flew back to Marcus place, except Vinod, Johan and Clarissa. Marcus was exceptionally nice , he cooked for us omelette’s well actually Alena did, and he cooked maggie for us although he ruined it by drowning the maggie mee in thai chilli sauce, also he made us milkshake. Nice eh? and then we went to watch “The Eye” english ver.  It was sorta lame tbh , i mean everyone suppose to die and there was suppose to be a huge pile up , but as usual , everyone was saved =/ . At around 6′ish we all slept. Couldn’t sleep for some reason, woke up around 9ish and got ready to leave but everyone was still sleeping so we ended up leaving the house around 11′ish. We headed to pavellion and then only did i have to go home, said goodbye to everyone and mum came and pick me up

Yesterday which was Saturday, met up with Maegan , Thao and Johan, didnt get a chance to see Dj N, miss that dude   Well anyways we waited till like 4 ish for Johan to arrive then we took stickie pic   Then i had to go, , well long story cut short cuz i cant be assed to write  it all Anyhoo, im so bored at home so anyone wanna go out? call me

xoxo

Fuck.. July 16, 2008

This is so annoying, im getting fucking sick of not being able to go out , or something stupid always happens to pop up, like for instance the whole incident involving the minister or whatever,  whats has this got to do with the chinese? i hate staying in this country , i can’t wait to get out and leave for good.  I mean i was so fucking looking forward to going .  I  miss seeing my friends and feel like im missing out alot.  FUCK !

Close the door and take the stairs July 12, 2008

I love gummy neon worms, if i could i would live off them, except it will be pretty unhealthy.. i might start pooping neon poop o.o  . not a pretty sight. anyways i need to get out of the house, i need a fag , i need a job, i need alot of things.  My head sorta hurts from watching too much F.R.I.E.N.D.S .  Everytime i watch it, makes me think about the future that, in about 10 years time , me and my friends might end up like that? or maybe not but hey it is possible, i can already see Ellie , Vinod , Kristian , Thao , Rish  and the others all living close to each other Back to the present future i am so bored , i think im going to dye my hair soon, or should i highlight my hair? i dunno. Im pretty curious who reads my BS . So frequent readers do leave comments (:  so …

bai ~

Every single day things get in my way July 10, 2008

Its only 3:40 and im already bored. I got a whole effing night of boredom awaiting me. Mable will be going to Langkawi tomorrow , pretty much the exact same as my trip to Langkawi. Mum just told me Mable is feeling ill, how ironic the day before her trip she falls sick. Anyways im still desperate for a good paying job. Why won’t they call?? DO I HAVE A FUCKING JOB REPELLENT?  fuck !

Beauty and the Beast July 10, 2008

So i was right im here spending another night alone, gah dad anyways the “Beauty and the Beast” play was pretty good for none-professional actors.  I saw most of my friends and it was great seeing them again. I missed tonights clubbing outting   Well i made a plan to go Ruums next week friday. So those who i invited or informed, you better go !

Grace.Johan(Gaston).Eliz.Clarissa(Kan-kan dancer).Shin-hye

Cheras Gang

Grace.Eliz.Kristian(Beast).Julia (kan-kan dancer).Clarissa(kan-kan dancer)

Emil.Maegan.Grace.Alena.Rishni.Eliz.Marcus

xoxo

Standing on the rooftop July 9, 2008

Ok change of plans, i will not be going clubbing with the gang , so yeah another night of boredom. I could but dad is here so i don’t think i can go , i sort of feel suffocated whenever he’s here, like i can’t make any mistakes because im afraid of what will happen next, I cant imagine the reaction when he finds out i got a tattoo, or the fact that i fag occasionally or even my nose piercing. Mum knows like pretty much everything, except the fact that i fag occasionally. I will seriously die due to a panic attack. Im so bored at home, i can’t wait to start college, fuck my forecast , fuck sayfol and its stupid non-logical rules. How the fuck can you sleep knowing you gave me a fucking D when i got a B, theres a huge megafucking difference there. Sayfol pretty ruins the future for all children due to our cocky , spastic principle.  The only thing i miss about sayfol, is not being able to see my friends. I miss them already eventhough i will be seeing most of them at the play. I was planning on another tattoo, since i got a feather on the right chest, i might get one on the left chest, daumm that sounds wrong. lol hopefully when i get the job i will be using that money to get a tattoo, maybe after that i would like to get the back of my neck inked. Money , money , money. sigh .. I feel like dying my hair again, well highlighting, since the last session which cost me rm60 is hardly noticeable, so yeah , im pretty annoyed. At this moment i wish i had my own macbook or laptop. I seriously can’t wait to get one, no more useless arguments with mable about who uses the computer first and who uses it longer. Anyways i  was bored so i made this  with an old version of photoshop,  quite easy  to do actually . I need to get ready now, elizabeth will be picking me up soon (: baii ~

Waiting patiently July 9, 2008

You guessed again , i don’t care anymore im going to bitch and it doesn’t matter who reads my insignificant rants. I hate waiting as much as i hate plans being canceled last minute . Why cant dad just let me work till whatever time, yes i know malaysia isn’t the safest place in the world, but i need the money to buy all sorts of useless things ,  i need to buy new clothes , planning to get a new tattoo , too dye my hair , not to mention going out , also i need money for ciggies.  Im so tired of waiting for something that might not even happen.  I don’t even know why im so annoyed. I just received a text from Maegan and she invited me to go clubbing tomorrow, i don’t know if i want to go honestly, cuz i hate asking dad , his dad sense will go up and be all “why , meeting your boyfriend right” , obviously not , i hate it when he throws that in my face and the fact that he doesn’t believe annoys me.  Yes i know, i know he loved me he just wants my safety but when will he face the fact that he needs to let go of my hand and let me breathe. Mum has already done it but iunno, i like the fact that im free whenever hes not here, i can go out 4 days in a row without anyone bugging me about it.  Im so spoil that i can’t even take the fucking bus or taxi or train to practically anywhere (but i still do) , this is why its so hard for me to get a job,  i was just on the phone with Vinod and i enjoy talking to him because i can tell almost anything to him.  My hair is officially pissing the fuck outta me , i feel like chopping it off but i won’t =P   If i can go clubbing tomorrow i will deffo take some pictures. Im tired now, so bai ~