So today wasn’t the best day ever and i have to admit i was and maybe still is on emo mode. So i flunked my exams badly. Not to mention the teachers were being dickweeds, i mean c’mon give us all a fucking break we yr11’s are already pressured enough by our o’ levels to do well and excel we don’t need you coming up to our faces and giving us the 101 if we fail or if we don’t do well. for your fucking information we got the drift, damnit they make me feel stupid. After hearing i only got a 30 something on econs i cried like shit, i mean Econs has always been my best subject, from 60′ish dropped down to 30 is a huge mega fucking bummer.
I felt like the most idiotic shit head who probably end up a smelly stupid hobo living on bukit bintang street. I even had this idea that i may want to become a serial killer or professional killer like Agent 47 and murder all smart people and wipe them out from the face of the earth, i even had a list of people already, so beware… dundundun But what i cant stand is the teachers are so favoritism i mean they only seem to care about certain students, like from what i heard, our asswipe bio teacher secretly or indirectly gave out the freaking Bio paper 2 to some of his students before the exams, obviously they would do well since they already knew what was coming out. gosh it pisses me off so much how he can be so unfair. and not to mention Bio and Econs teacher has been pricks all morning , seriously they are so full of shit.
Anyways school is ending next week on monday, and after that might be going out for a movie with some friends. Will promise to take pictures, i haven’t uploaded pictures in ages, and will do. Another thing that bothers me is that some ’smart’ people always seem to ask for more. like getting 80’s is so bad they need to get 90’s and then they go and whine “omgggggggg, i only got a 90 this time ! fuck! i always get 99’s” , 2 words, FUCKYOU! Ill be so friggin grateful to the lord if i can get 60’s. I mean whats the difference between 80’s and 90’s? its still an A. Like they complain and beg to the teachers to raise their marks because they deserved it, well i deserve to win a trip to Tokyo cuz i havent been there, doesn’t mean its gonna happen. Urgh another reason to wipe out all smart people, call me jealous but think about this. for example, you work your ass of to pass a certain subject , only realizing you failed and not only failed but failed badly and someone who barely studied manage to do way way way better then you? doesn’t it upset you? yes i know it does.
Anyways not many people came today, so i hung around Nadzir and Meagan , and omg bio teacher is such an ass to Meagan i mean he seriously had no right no treat her or anyone that way. Its so rude and makes me feel like running him over a with a bulldozer. I always pictured teachers to be the supportive and “you can do it” people but i was wrong.
quoted from bio teacher
Meagan : “Sir how much did i get on my pa-”
Sir : “such a disgrace! (god that joke doesnt get old doesnt it?) you fail fail FAILED”
Meagan: “:(“
I was so fucking pissed off i mean, like hello can’t you take 5mins from your stupid busy life to let her take a look at her results? god you claim to be like “omg im so this im so that” what an egocentric , self centered cock. I so can’t wait to graduate and leave this shithole behind. Enough bitching, Grace needs a shower. Leave me coments (: did i mention wordpress doesn’t allow chatboxes or tagboards so leave me comments baybeh!
xoxo
Im being all emo now, because i worked my ass out on econs to find out i failed. To me its like Armageddon. I mean, i knew it right from the start that i was going to fail econs after seeing section B. 
Anyways i still got next year to do well. Hopefully i can excel this time or at least get a passing grade. Gosh i feel stupid.
